an almost impossible distance between us
if you died i probably wouldn't know until a week to four months later
it feels like i am going to be fixated on one person for the rest of my life
i can't remember a conversation we had about anything concrete
were you really always under the influence and/or vague
telling stories about almost dying in foreign countries
unblinking eye contact under blankets
i never knew you
if the self is an illusion, maybe there wasn't anything inside of you for me to know
i have almost completely transformed a human being into an abstract concept now
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